Don't Try:

 Last year was such a disaster that I've decided to not even try in 2015. That's my resolution for the year: don't try.

A Great Mess:

You've been hanging around here trying to make yourself invisible behind this fragile fucked up routine of yours, but you can't. You're anything but invisible, you're big. You're kind of a great mess. It's like a candle burning on both ends, but it's beautiful. No amount of booze or weed or attitude is going to hide that.
    -Birdman